Restlessness sans Reason

You know those days when you feel totally restless, and you’re in a bad mood but you don’t know why? Well, I feel like that today, although I think I know why; the reason is so irrational that it can’t really be counted as a reason though. In fact, I shouldn’t really care, but there’s this teensy weensy part of me who is determined to be a child and care about it. All right, it’s about relationships, and I’ll leave it at that. Perhaps I should spend the rest of the day with my journal and my camera, or perhaps a sketch pad and a pencil, or something very very time consuming which takes up all of my concentration. Chatting with the girls online is a good way to relieve stress, I guess, but I feel like I need something more intensive, like video making. I’ve been making a trailer for my latest fanfic, but it’s finished now, and I need a new subject to make a vid on. So far, I’ve only managed one tiny shot of my dad pushing the lawnmower for my completely-from-scratch vid (that being said, I’m using other people’s music).

I feel a bit better now, after having typed up that brick full of rambling. Why can’t I do interesting blog posts recently? I did have this interesting idea running around in my head, but now that I can write it down, I have forgotten it. I think I need to actually start using my multiple writer’s notebooks.