Another year has flown by, and I was oblivious.

29 12 2009

Once again, the year is drawing to an end, and it’s time for a bit of nonsensical summing up of the past 365 days (almost). I shall try and limit myself to only a few things.

Highlights:

  1. Starting It’s an Odd Coincidence. Seriously, the reception for this story is beyond anything I have ever imagined. A thousand reviews! That’s like the entire Chance Encounter series put together  All right, Chance Encounter still wins by about four hundred but still, that was two years of work and four stories. I’ve only had Odd Coincidence  for less than a year.
  2. My first ever Boxing Day shopping spree. The bargains were amazing!
  3. Changing degrees. I actually want to do this job that I’m studying for.
  4. Outing myself as a ‘non-denominational Christian’ instead of a Catholic. It was so freeing.
  5. Getting four A pluses. Never done that before in one year.

Low points:

  1. Having to learn to drive. I hate machines, computers not included, and machines hate me, it seems, because they always have so many confusing buttons and they make so much background noise that it’s easy for me to zone out. A complete lack of hand-eye coordination, plus the inability to discern left from right, also do not help.
  2. Prolonged writer’s block, which led to emotional breakdown.
  3. Coming to odds with my mother over religion.
  4. Getting a B plus in a history course. Seriously, it’s the first time I’ve performed so poorly in history.
  5. Not being able to lose the belly flab or keep up with any exercise regime.




Bulldozing the Block

5 12 2009

I realize it’s been a couple of months since my last semi-cohesive post. Life has been rather busy and I’ve been attempting to deal with writer’s block. I thought I’d share some techniques which helped me get over it.

  1. Writing by hand. I usually type my work straight onto the computer now, since it’s so much quicker and there is absolutely no chance of me getting a sore hand. However, I’ve realized that I cannot just rely on the keyboard. There is something very meditative and soothing about using good old fashioned pen and paper. One can be very spontaneous. Before I even attempt to write something semi-decent nowadays, I always write in my journal first, more often than not about things which have nothing to do with my project, but it works. Once the words get flowing on paper, they can get flowing on the screen. Perhaps it’s something to do with mobilizing the right brain and putting the left brain to sleep.
  2. Exercise; I am not joking. Exercise took my mind off the block and made me focus on everything within instead of on what’s around me, so my imagination could work without disruption.
  3. I still type out my creative projects straight onto the computer even though I write random stuff by hand before I attempt it. However, drastic measures must be taken before I can actually work. Facebook must be closed, and on my instant messaging program, I set my status to offline so that no one will bother me. It’s really agitating to be in the middle of a brilliant sentence (or what is brilliant for me, anyway) and then someone asks that I talk to them. I tried telling them that I was busy but that usually doesn’t work. So now I sign in as ‘offline’, which means discussions never get started in the first place.
  4. Bouncing ideas off other people: If you have someone who can brainstorm with you, it’s always fun to bounce ideas off them. They might come up with angles you’ve never thought of before. Or they might make you realize that there are some things you would never ever write, not even by pain of death.
  5. Get up early in the morning when everyone is still asleep. Silence is wonderfully conducive to creativity; even better than music as white noise, although that sometimes works, depending on one’s mood. For me, I’m still half asleep at that time of the day and so my rational logical side isn’t working so well, therefore my creative side can explore more freely.

Now, for the things that I did wrong while attempting to get over my writer’s block:

  1. Watch TV/movies/read books before writing. It completely disrupts my own voice and then I realize I can’t stop thinking about what I’ve just watched or read.
  2. Plan. Planning doesn’t work. Creating a world is a spontaneous activity. It’s disorganized, impulsive–in short, basically everything that a plan is not. If I’m creating properly, I should never be able to guess what’s going to happen next in the story. Characters and plots should just develop themselves and all I’m trying to do is to put it all down on the page.
  3. Trying to please everyone. It never works. I tried it and it put so much pressure on me to make everyone happy that I forgot about the most important person; me. One has to write what one likes, or else the writing comes across as being forced and awkward. It’s also really tedious to write something that one does not particularly want to write.
  4. Listening to too much advice. This is related to number 3. Taking some advice is good, but when I take too much advice, the writing becomes someone else’s and it doesn’t feel like mine anymore.
  5. Thinking too much. If I think too much about it, I can’t get into the characters’ heads as much and it ceases to sound genuine.




Forum Drama

17 08 2009

It happened so suddenly that none of us were really prepared. It was like watching the Titanic go down and wishing that there was something I could do to stop it, but there was nothing. At least, that was how it felt at the time. In retrospect, it really wasn’t that serious. People come into your life, and people leave it, to quote/paraphrase a favourite actor of mine. Most of us still have one another; it’s just that one of my friends decided that any sort of fraternizing with her enemies equated to ultimate betrayal, or something rather.

Personally, I think whoever tipped her and another person off about said non-existent betrayal was having them on. It was a plan to make them both look like idiots in front of the entire fandom–to isolate them and weaken their powerbase, and it bloody well worked. My friend deleted her forum, which I’ve been frequenting since I had been writing Pirate Kingdom of Troy, and now she’s trying to delete all traces of herself on the internet, it seems, so that she could start afresh. I cannot blame her, as this little episode caused her to lose what credibility she had, and I believe that as it spreads, it would seriously shake the power foundation of that other person who also foolishly persecuted an innocent accused of ‘drama-mongering’.





It’s been a while.

8 06 2009

It really has been quite a long time since I’ve updated this blog. I guess fiction writing has taken up most of my time, as well as all that coursework. I’ve been quite deliberate in ignoring the world, actually, so I can concentrate on all the other things which occupy my time. There is no room for pointless cyber crusades against situations I cannot change; those are reserved for holidays when I have nothing else to do, although I have been engaging in an argument about why Kingdom of Heaven is the way it is. I love that film. Maybe I should do a review of it sometime.





The Stupidity of Some People

8 03 2009

The thing with some people is that they don’t do proper research before making arguments–or accusations, in this case. I uploaded the latest chapter of my crossover on Friday, as per usual, and I got a review not long after saying that I’d confused the meaning of ‘hermaphrodite’ with ‘androgynous’, which I did. So I fixed it, and planned on writing the thank you note to the anonymous reviewer when I next updated, but then today, I got this:

you can erase this review as well but that does not change the fact that you
are stupid and a noob. LOL. and you even had the guts to change the chapter
after erasing my review? STUPID NOOB! nothing changes the fact that you do not
know the difference between a germaphrodite and adrogynous! STUPID IMBECILE!
do us all a favor and quit writing all together!

Truth is, the first review got pushed down to the second page. This person only checked the first page when there were nine pages of reviews. Did they really think that their review was so brilliant that it was going to stay on the first page forever? Or did it not occur to them that someone can have more than one page of reviews? I don’t know which one it was, but either way, my respect for this person plummeted. Sure, I’m grateful to them for pointing out the mistake, but it really shows that a big vocab list doesn’t mean intelligence. So, if said reviewer is reading this, thank you for pointing out the mistake, but note that your review is going to get relegated to the third page, or the tenth, sooner or later, just like all the other reviews. Have you noticed that no one else complained about me deleting their reviews, even when they weren’t on the first page?

And for your information, quitting writing is not on my agenda. It might be yours; I mean, common sense is necessary for authors, and if you can’t figure out that there is a second page when there is a drop box with page numbers…well, you know what it means.





Another illiterate flamer?

22 02 2009

What is it with me and illiterate flamers? I’ve had two flames so far (not bad for a two year career in fanfiction) and both of them are written by people who cannot use the English language. If I’m going to get flamed, then I’d at least expect to be flamed by someone who knows not to neglect the shift key.

Here’s the latest little gem:

This is the crappist wolverine ooc i’ve ever read.

A) he would never would alow anyone to treat him as you have Aragorn treating
him. B)(he’s not stupid, and he would never act as you have written him. C) He
would not mistake middle earth for france (as old as he is he most likley been
a lot of times) being and allied soldier for wold war II.
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/individuals/w/wolverine.htm
or

http://en./wiki/Wolverine_(comics)

But given this stated comic sarts in the 70’s he’s aready
60 i’d say he’s older then argorn who’s 83 i think.

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So given i grew up whith these comics and toons for oh 30 years or more. Let
me just ask – are you fucking stupid? how old are you ? 12? – cuase–you would
have to be to write this shit..plus tolkien is probably rolling in his grave.

This sounds like Ego-eimi, I have to say. He even uses the two fullstops. And he’s supposedly thirty (or older)! It makes you wonder about the education system of the seventies.

Here’s my response: (haven’t actually posted it yet. I hope the person gets it.)

Wow, you’re thirty? Rude language aside, let me just say that your English language skills are dismal for someone who would have supposedly gone through elementary school. May I suggest using spell-check and capital letters at the beginnings of sentences? That would give the impression that you passed elementary school.

 

As for Wolverine, comic-wise, he would be extremely OOC. However, I’m using the X-Men movies for a basis.

As I’ve said before, if you’re going to flame, do as Flame Rising does and leave a signed review or an email address so that I can actually get back to you. My flamer friends all do it. The responses are the reason why you flame. Flames which don’t offer a way for the flamed person to get back to the flamers just makes the flamers look like they know that they can’t out-argue the person they flamed.





My First Flame

28 01 2009

No, I’ve already written mine. I just received my first flame. It was a beautiful eloquent one too, from someone named ‘Meh’. (And it’s an anonymous review, so no matter how much I’d like to reply, I can’t. It’s a pity, because most of the fun in flaming someone is reading the reply.) I’ll post it here so you can all admire it:

I can’t believe you ended your saga on such a PATHETIC note! arggh…you know what? it might have been better for everyone if you just ended the series with part three…but no…you just had to go and make another one…and guess
what…it was an EPIC!

an EPIC FAIL that’s what! do us all a favor and quit writing these horrendous crossovers!

Personally, I laughed at the thought of someone who cannot capitalize the beginnings of sentences calling someone’s writing an epic fail.  This is my reply.

If you’re reading this, then I’ll have to say you gave me quite a laugh. It’s quite something for someone who can’t even capitalize their sentences to call someone’s writing an epic fail. If you’re going to flame, then I advise you to do so with correct punctuation. By the way, there will be another crossover. I guarantee it. By the way, thanks for the review and for reading, even if you did hate all four instalments, each a hundred thousand words or so long.

A note to all flamers: If you’re going to flame, then do as Flame Rising does (no, not copy and paste flames) and leave a signed review, or at least an e-mail address so the flameater can reply. Otherwise, you look like a coward because you seem to be afraid of getting a verbal lashing from the flameater. Just a little bit of advice.





Note to all readers

1 01 2009

The Great YouTube debate has now ended, the reason being that Ego is going to go back to his old tricks of posting other people’s writings instead of doing his own research and writing his own argument which cites other people’s ideas. This blog is not a place for his obsession with copying and pasting. Basically, my goal was to present the other side of the argument. Sometimes, the adrenaline got the better of me, but I think I managed to do the job; not as well as some others could have done it, mind you, but I tried my best. From now on, if he posts here, his comment will be ignored and deleted.

It is a new year, and I think it’s time to go back to what this blog was originally about; my life and my little instances of inspiration.





New Year’s Resolutions

1 01 2009
  1. Get a style makeover–I’ve been sporting my current style for the past five years. Time for change!
  2. Try and be a little be more sociable to people in class–I’m not the most talkative of people.
  3. Learn to drive and get my licence.
  4. Save up and buy a car–instead of spending all my money on unnecessary junk food.
  5. Get enrolled in dance class–hey, it’s a good way to exercise.
  6. Get toned–that tummy is not cute.
  7. Get more organized–starting with that desktop, both on virtual and non-virtual; it would be nice to see the wood of my desk some of the time.
  8. Write in my journal every day–I’ve neglected it for most of the past month
  9. Blog at least once a week–and arguing with obnoxious people does not count.
  10. Get published!–(will probably have to finish the book first. I want to cover the period from 1145 to 1193; so far, I’m up to 1167 and I’ve skipped most of the years before that.)




My Fashion Style

25 12 2008




Ego-eimi’s Spelling

5 12 2008

Remember how Ego was telling me I had plenty of spelling mistakes so I’m a liar and a hypocrite for calling him half-literate? I put his little reply through Spellcheck (he did that to find my mistakes) and this is the result.

Now, this might be a bit petty of me, but he asked for it. Nice Christmas colours there, Ego.





Note

3 12 2008

Ego, and everyone else who’s following the debate series:

I’m not going to be posting for the next two or three days because my novel needs work. Twelfth century Egypt calls. I meant to write the novel for NaNoWriMo, and I’ve only got circa 20,000 words. Since I started late, I’m continuing until 8 December 2008. Don’t worry. I have not given up. Probably never will.





The Great YouTube Debate 15 (More sporking!)

2 12 2008

Ego’s reply: I’m in bold.

On cutting and pasting. Again, it’s moot.. Cutting and pasting is ok, Says Ego and no one else, but since he says it’s all right, it must be all right. He is always right in his own eyes. it’s the critics that don’t think so. And you think critics and scholars are always wrong because some of them don’t share the same dogmatic beliefs as you do. And the amount I quote verses the little you do, who determines that too much pasting is wrong? Plagiarism detectors do. You? I don’t think so. And I have and can ask questions, but don’t think that when you write something it’s all formulated on its own. Of course, my arguments are based on certain facts and theories, but I have my own explanations for them. Google my theories. I don’t think you’ll find them anywhere else. Scientists would not publish them. Yeah, anyone that reads your explanation on evolution knows you are repeating what you have read. If you didn’t read what evolutionist have said concerning any of the theories they argue then you wouldn’t have anything to say. For example.. You know what speciation is about, you know what natural selection is about, and you know that evolution teaches man has common ancestry with humans. Now how do you know this information, because you read it, and you think it makes more sense then the bible? Because of the solid evidence, such as the existence of a culture before the development of Homo sapiens. And that is why I see you as a hypocrite on this issue. Look at the hypocrite calling others hypocrites. At least Ego learned to spell it correctly this time. You accuse me of not being able to formulate an argument, but then you argue and use the same terms evolutionist use. Why not use terms and make up what you are seeing around you instead of letting the evolutionist dictate to you what species means, There is a clear ‘evolutionist’ definition of species which makes total sense. How about you give me the Bible interpretation then? Homo neanderthalensis had their own culture, but we sure can’t breed with them. How do you explain them? Are they still ‘mindless animals’ even if they have burials, cave paintings and the like? How does the Bible interpret Neanderthals? Or are they the same species even though they cannot breed with us? or interpreting the fossil record and you agreeing with them rather then seeing that none of those things were observed changing, Considering evolution takes millions of years, and scientific study has been around for about a thousand, it’s a little hard to observe the changes. However, smaller changes do occur. Note the moths in industrial Britain. they are practicing homology and try to connect the dots with genetics looking for similarities there to say “oh a bacteria evolved into a trilobite” without direct evidence, just a pipe dream. You’re pointing at an indefinite blob and saying that it’s artwork when you insist that the world was created in seven days without direct evidence except the hypothesis that the Bible is solid history; just a ‘pipe dream’, as you said.

Right I’m plagiarizing, no, I’m pasting information that I agree with and have the same exact view on the issue. Here is another example since you have a hard time understanding.

Believers have the Spirit of Christ, the hope of glory within them (Colossians 1:27). Those who walk in the Spirit will show forth daily, moment-by-moment holiness. This is brought about by consciously choosing by faith to rely on the Holy Spirit to guide in thought, word, and deed (Romans 6:11-14). That does not mean that you have Christ’s mind. It’s more like if you truly believe, Christ’s spirit will guide you but not take away your free will. His way will influence your thinking, speech and actions, but He will not take over your body and make you His zombie. To think that you are speaking directly for Christ is blasphemy. I talked to a Southern Baptist about it.

Now where I got this information from is relevant, Of course it is relevant. You have to cite your sources, even if it’s a source about God which I believe is riddled with human error. Just because Paul is blessed doesn’t mean that Christ takes over and makes his free will obsolete. because I agree with this cut and pasted text. It’s exactly how I view the bible. That the verses in question I agree with what is said in the context of who wrote it. There is nothing wrong with that. If an evolutionist explains speciation and I cut and paste it directly from talkorgins, I have not seen one person who is an evolutionist criticize their fellow evolutionist about cutting and pasting material from talkorgins, not once. So it depends on what is being pasted because your people practice double standards. Quote what Richard Dawkins says as dogma, For your information, just because I’m an evolutionist doesn’t mean I like Richard Dawkins. He’s free to believe what he believes, but he commits the atheist version of your crime; ramming his beliefs down people’s throats and insisting that he’s right without enough proof. but when I paste or quote someone as dogma, like Paul, Jesus, or another fellow Believer who is thinking along the same lines.. I’m not thinking for myself. Who are you to judge with your double standards? Considering what I just said, that point is moot. Your augments My what? If I could have augmentation, I would. Five foot one isn’t very tall. for evolution sound exactly like what I have read on evolutionary websites, no different. Oh, you’ll find it quite different. I mention God a bit too much for the standard evolutionist’s liking. If you say ‘God initiated evolution’, most people look at you as if you’re potty because ’Christians’ don’t believe in evolution. That is another stereotype–enforced by your kind, of course. 

Your friends that cut and paste a link for me to read the material they agree with. Someone posted a link giving 15 reasons about the foolishness of creationist arguments, but where is your attack on that? A link is all right. But clogging up someone’s page with the stuff? Why don’t you give me the link to your stuff? It’s all from the AiG website anyway. What’s the difference is they didn’t post the writing in the blog; they just gave me the link to read it. If it makes you happy, I can post the links instead of pasting it here if that helps your mind ease a little. There is no difference, and like I care about your judgement of it.

Yeah.. Again, mocking someone’s spelling rather than understand that you have been corrected on what repentance actually is compared to your way of thinking for yourself. I have not been ‘corrected’ on repentance; rather I have been given another interpretation. I’ll go with my movie, thank you very much. “Holiness is in right action and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves.” ~ the Hospitaller in Kingdom of Heaven. I’ll believe someone is a follower of Christ when they show me through their actions, not through their dogmatic preaching. Tell me to repent all you want, and I’ll tell you to repent and turn to the rational way of thinking.

It’s ok to think and be critical, but don’t come up with something that isn’t what repentance is based on the language of the culture. So where did you get your definition, if not from an English dictionary? Considering your level of English (and English being your native language, unless you’re an immigrant), I’ll bet you don’t know any more Greek than I do. I bet you didn’t know that the word destroy used in certain contexts of Scripture doesn’t mean the same as destroy in English. I have seen critics say that God said he would destroy a nation but when they read about that nation later they assumed that the language of destroy meant to wipe out, but that is due to not understanding Hebrew use of destroy for example.. Just like what you do with defining words using none Hebrew or Greek understanding. And you have understanding of Greek and Hebrew?

Yeah, continue to mock rather than answer the question.. Yeah, that shows a lot about your evasiveness. You’re being sporked; of course I’m mocking you.

On your last nonsense statement: Last? There was a whole lot after that.

You said:
All right, let’s do a poll and see how many people support you. You do realize that the reason why so many people are mocking the Creation Museum, atheist, Christian, Jew and Muslim alike, is because they do believe it is utterly ridiculous?

My reply is in red: Actually, it’s in black…

People mock the Creation Museum because they don’t agree with it, no surprise why would they not mock it? Kind of like me mocking evolution (macro) because I don’t agree with it. And the majority don’t believe in Jesus, what is that suppose to make me second guess what I believe? I don’t think so. And mock atheists? Ok, why would you include the atheist belief in the same context as the groups you mention that believe in Creation? Because there are atheists who don’t believe in evolution; some of them believe that the whole earth is an alien experiment. Of course, those are as nutty as you are, if you ask me.

And I don’t care if people think creation is stupid, So you shouldn’t care if I say you’re stupid, right? there are those that think bacteria can magically become a trilobite without direct evidence is foolish, or that theorization that we came from outer space because attempts at the origin of life experiments failed Those think more or less in the same way as you do. so theorize it came from beyond. So let’s theorize and say that the world was created in seven days because one book said so, and it happens so that many treat every word in it as being real.

This is a post-modern world there are difference of opinions.. No surprise there, why would it be all the same? So why do you insist on ramming your opinions down my throat and then say that you are ‘correcting’ me? Egotistical…fill in your own word here. I’m much too well-bred to say it.

And our popularity opinion poll this is what it’s called in logical thinking the argument you are putting forth about popularity wins. And I’ll add another fallacy you are arguing.

One argument about polls the argument is called: Argumentum ad Populum

The other argument you are using when people call creationism ridiculous it’s called: Fallacy of Composition. And when people call evolution ridiculous, it is also called ‘fallacy of composition’. Of course I can tell you pasted this from somewhere. ‘Fallacy’ is spelled correctly.

You might want to look those up. What pasting those words, means what, that I’m plagiarizing LOL.. Ok… can’t do that. Or can I, since I pasted one line argumentum ad populum so that makes it illogical. Cite sources, always. Otherwise, no matter how little you paste, it’s still plagiarism. Academic culture, this. Of course, considering your level of education, I really can’t expect you to know it, so I’ll let it go this time, eh?

And by the way while I was reading this reply, I noticed you misspelled words and had bad grammar, Evidence? Show me. but I’m not going to make a big deal out of it. Unlike yourself. What do you say to people that I know who write really badly because of dyslexia? And I know of someone with dyslexia who tries so hard that he gets to write a foreword for a book. No, he’s not a fundamentalist like you.

Give an example of me sidestepping orthodoxy. I’m curious because I don’t see your point.

You always say that ‘orthodoxy’ is what you believe. However, you do not believe in the same thing as the Catholic orthodoxy dictates. Catholic orthodoxy has decreed that the Bible is more symbolic than actual history.

And you should read the quote Augustine said and I’ll paraphrase it. He said “in Essentials we have Unity, in Non-Essentials we have Liberty, but in All things Love” We don’t even have unity in essentials, Ego. I don’t believe in your brand of Christianity. Your idea that everyone who isn’t Christian should become Christian rubs me the wrong way. Your idea that Muslims, Jews, Buddhists, atheists and pagans aren’t as good as Christians makes me furious. Your idea that your way is the only way makes me grit my teeth. Your adherence to twelfth century scholasticism makes my jaw drop in incredulity.

So I’m assuming we are disagreeing about non-essentials, but I’ll wait to see what you are talking about sidestepping orthodoxy.